I am . . .

A vintage junkie, a legendary vintage junkie, who tries her best to put all of her insane & illogical feelings & illusions into words. I am who I am.

"You can do anything, you just have to dress for it."
Edith Head

a.s x

October 7, 2011

Then & Now

Between then and now, 


I have only the memories that 


we made when we thought that 


everything was going to be okay 


forever. 


Interwind in our obsessions, our movements,


through every falling and failing moment


we hang on to something we have never seen but


felt. We felt it, we feel it, we believe it.


Humanity will move on and on 


Between then and now,


between us there's only that which we 


left behind beautiful and untainted.




If I'm lost it's not because of


what's been left behind to fade 


I am here, I am lost and it kills me


that in some way we can be without 


each other. We can be forgetful of 


intensity, passion and hate. 


I will remain wounded and bitter


until I'm able to forget what once was


and never will be. 





Between then and now, 

I have only the memories that 

we made when we thought that 

everything was going to be okay 

forever. 

a.s x

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